Waiting

I am waiting for:

• a letter that informs me of my GRE scores to give me a decision on grad school
• a package that will determine a huge financial step in my life

And until those two things arrive I am sort of at a stand still with a couple things. I am just waiting for answers, waiting for change. I am a person of motivation and impatience, so it is killing me to have to wait. When people tell me to just do something, I really want to. Life has made me more cautious though, which I think is a horrible reality. For now, I will wait, but in the process I will search for answers to other things. I will find out how to get rid of the cautiousness I have undertaken. I want to be carefree again.